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Like drops of sand, Tears of evermore A slight glimpse of reality appears Not a trace of loneliness but a feeling of denial For the true ones stand alone In independence and with courage Love dwells in our minds, our souls It lingers to close to just dissipate One fights to overcome such sadness one fears Being discovered all over again, turning a rock to see its marble All this beauty we convey on our own The windows are still closed, the path has not forked Walk with hands open to the sky, to ones in touch They feel your remorse, dignity and all your heart One knows it's a taken journey you chose to be forever bliss Understand his ways, the signals, hope Lord guides toward obstacles we like to turn away from Feel no need to learn the meaning behind Turning on a spindle, axis of torment Till the guides fall into place over the years we sit and wait It comes to us all, ones longings, ones dreams Reach of all satisfaction with the good intent we've excelled Over to my love, over my winter spell Touch of your fingertips along my battered soul My healing has come from ones boldness of true intents for love My path has forked into your arms A window opens to let wings spread out For all one needed was a chance to look about Terah April 14, 2002 Gasp, my whole insides turn hot with the desire of loves obsessional views on this game we play along with. No matter the direction in which you go, you'll be suffering in this game we like to play. What reason is logical, you spin in circles through your life questioning yourself on all your views. Is this what I want to see? Am I going the right way? or simply just a drift on an endless crushing mental disorder. Disorder me, no; I'm just here waiting for my true insights. Confused, no, I just linger in holes to hide myself from any true happiness I may encounter through day to day. Me, there I am, pretty little fused lightening expression imprinted on my face. Damn everyone there so self involved it makes me sick. Should that even temp me into making judgments on others? One should look into ones own life , I'm sure we all need to work on ourselves. Yes, just work on you, why? to be a better self in your eyes not to impress others. Reflect on ones true deliquesces all formations of bad to whatever good really is. I guess it would be considered a liking on comfort with ones self. Comfort to be free from ridicules, others breathing in your head that gut hatred feeling from your true self, DON'T GIVE IN Waves of light and despair Feelings lost of all reason Life's quest, energy receptive Do your own ways tell lies? Breaking through your barriers Is there glimmer, is there hope of truth The ways you try to cover your weakness You meet people like you still cannot trust them The walls are building brick by brick The pain inside starts to be a normal day occurrence Now shortly it will be your way of living Looking at everything with no hope Lifeless eyes feeling sorry for yourself Lost feelings, no remorse, no love No way out the depths of hell captured all faith One had so literally wasted on hate On want pleasure was taken for granted Life, love and self worth *This was written for all who tried the beaten path and failed in its pit of no remorse Terah 2-02 I found truth today it came in a dream of written clues for my heart is with you Needed not to look in your eyes or try talking to just end up wondering what you were thinking, I know the truth now and I will forever be with you… I know you love me which brings hope of new ideals, more happiness But you'll have to show me as well, the love in your heart I'll wait by your side each and everyday, if you don't reply maybe I'll dream of your betray, hold not of this happening for I know the truth now Your love is within me and forever will stay True to you, loving in every way Don't try to hide, I know, I know These words you've written will ring true Truth is love; love is trying to unveil you to me Wiping away lonely nights and disbelief I am here waiting for you to unwrap your leash I am the one, come to me With all your love that you've written to me April 21, 2002 Terah * my dream of truth which I pray is true They say, they see what they believe A change, logical beliefs Feeling of overwhelming depths of despair You were real, in my mind, in my soul Breathe your whisper, your thoughts of evermore Through out I lingered in disbelief, no hope Sunshine awaken, no such thing You were forsaken; only in dreams not in true awaken I keep holding on and on and on You hinder away from our truth, our dismay I love you; I cry and cry and cry I love you, I wonder as the night turns the sky gray I wonder to you, do you love me Do you truly, do you? Why should I dismay my faith my direction To you I pray, to you I dream My faith seems lousily without you near me I love you, I love you Do I have to scream? I dwell in the nightmare, you never are seen I dwell in this nightmare I hold dear to my heart I dwell in this life, I never see hope April 21, 2002 Terah * a reason I live my day to day for happiness I hope is a breath away There's a river about which looks so near But as you try to touch it, it disappears The feelings are rejection for whom you are Like you dreamed of life, like you feel from this star No words were spoken of choices No thoughts of changing places Just smile an endless void of being Don't touch, don't speak and don't do as your feeling Just another speck on this earth Wandering aimlessly through Poisoning words not true to yourself worth Were you forsaken this way at birth? Did you breathe lies just to hurt Does loving mean what you think it does? Or should I be looking for a friendly hand A limb of a tree Or are you so hard to find Like looking through specks of sand I am chasing that river or just wondering off Should I ponder on waiting? Or do you just show up? I need this resolved for my own well-being My senses of feeling I need my direction leading To my river I'm screaming To the river please guide me To my wholeness I slumber In this trance that I'm under 5-1-02 dreams of slumber ideals of change, needing a helping hand When the dark closes in, the whole peace of being fazes near The world seems humble as you dream away at your pillow The worries of life float out of your head The disappointments don't matter, the day has turned night The hurting seems meddle away You're happier just knowing, you made it through the day So good night to you darling, good night I wish on my slumber we'll find each other under closed eyes No judgments, my arms are your cradle Loving so surely, so purely Whisper my love, my wholeness comes in focus Whisper to just be true and everlasting Happy to be here, happy to know You're always with me, my heart starts to glow Not broken, not mangled, not torn in two My breath comes awaken My eyes to the sun My pillow holds tears Which follow with fears Without you again the day has just started Without you without you my love is not wanted Striving on the not knowing has turned me into this Striving for true ideals, my meaning, my friend, my bliss Another day to night, I live by my dreams Day to night, I wish and I wish Holding on to what? I hold on to truth To trust, to love, I hold on to you 5-14-02 the longing of love I need more and more, every day and night I hold on to see that you're smiling down on me |
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