2000 Words of Thoughts

Deep ever going needing one breathe in taken, gasping ever mouring, everlasting aching of pain.

I feel for your ever most breath, spirit enhancement
Touch of overbearing insanity
Drifting tides wade the years aging our lonely souls
Love may be the aspiration every hole lacks of lost and lonely tears
Smiling outside bitter screams of resentment

My heart beats a dying toll
Thinking today may be the day it fails to go on
Have I made my point in this detracted field?
Or may I live another sunrise
Tomorrow or tonight
Lord speaks the final day
For I pray not to see the doom of it all
Cries of the unforgiving will perish before eternity hell

Effortlessly flowing
Pathways not knowing
Through and through
Waiting for lords
Whispers of wisdom
Reasons for being
Inner feeling of sadness
Linger our souls
Release me, release me
Breathe love into my gasping lungs

For in my lifetime I have only know one whom captures my soul eternity

Never doubt what's obviously there looking straight into you
Aching for something true
Something that all yourself dreamed of

All logic is not logical in love
Put down all walls of guard
No need, this is faith
You are within me
Come, take my hand and dance the distance

Thoughts, actions, one voice of reason can turn many lives
My reason in life, to make people smile, even for a short while
Why go through life without having a laugh, rejoice and be free
Like you know you can be, child within, No worries upon thee
Weigh the stresses, Be one with yourself
What can one ask for? Love, laughter, living
Are you alive inside or dying?

I can hear you among me everyday
Waiting to hear a reply, one onto one
Time virility will be the key to ever after eternity
Strong visions a hold, never fading away
Tell me, tell me again
For the most, what drives this crazy ambition to see?
Your presence need not
Important in state of mind
Soul to soul
Reasons strongly present
Future tolls of pleasure
Surrounding one senses total truth
Loyal ness throughout these gasping lungs, evermore and everyday

Loneness prevails truth need to reveal unleashing fears come to rest
Hold me again and again
If I could only think when you're around maybe
I could have held you forever
What guards I have to go through
Just to get you to be yourself
Letting all fears along with smiles out in the open
Reality stiffens my whole body
The question why one stays neutral because of fear or rejection
Stupid when you know what's real inside
Why do we all need a little push?
An individual is not strong enough
Just torturing themselves over and over again
Fear of doubting yourself is the worst of all

Maybe blindness is my comfort
Not believing someone can care so deeply for someone like me
I feel alienated and cold, confused and shut out
Is what I Perceive wrong?
My instincts cloudy or has the lord given me windows
With small smudges ready for me to see through to the reality
After all sacrifices will eventually lead you to what one deserves
Treating others warmly, openly and truthfully
I care very much for life and family, friends
Hope this strong strength can get me through anything

If you only knew my hearts torn in two
If you only knew life looks impossible without you
If you could just turn around and smile
If you could just love me kindly for awhile
Life would slimmer me happy
Life is not my total reality
Dreams come to upon my weary head
Hatred and loneness making my tears fall uncontrollably
Loneness comes whole, feelings are adjusted
Love drove me under
Love struck down my only
Views of future gloom me
A cold love spell chills through me
Rest down my anchor, rest down
Another leaf decays to black

Messages I write to you
Though you never really have known
What messages I tell
There hear for you in time
When clarity of them see all right
To give them away
Thou messages get translated wrong
It may be longer then I thought
To make all myself be total confidant
In these messages to you
So I'll breathe them day-by-day
And hold this peace in mind
Its you I hold my message
Its you my whole empty will be full
3-7-02

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